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Friday, December 31, 2010


some of the post would be at my livejournal & Wordpress & Tumblr.

http://a-worldofmyown.livejournal.com/
http://www.lifeiscolourful.wordpress.com/
http://aworldofmyown-.tumblr.com/

i will still blog most of the time here.
:)

10:28 PM;





Tuesday, February 09, 2010


how to break away from all the fears?

headache after i step into vivo after work today.
vomit once after dinner.
think last minute shopping is not good to me.
but i have not gotten my bag yet.
its like i see a lot i like and feel like buying..
but the price.
the more i see, the more bags i want, and the prices seem to go uphill instead..
>.< never mind, i already make up my mind already to get what i want.

and worst i forgot to reply to my friend sms which she sent around 6plus.
how cool arh. i am figuring out how to reply her. but i am talking to her on msn but she's busy with her work..
anyway girl, remember the earth is round and not square.
the sun rise from the east, and never rise from the west..
therefore the world can never be fair to everyone..
so do the changes just to be fair to yourself for once..
i know you read my blog, hope you are feeling okay! :)

and i got to talk to a friend just now who was saying about meeting up next week.
and she say she's living a no life right now.
and i told her that i feel the same too right now..
but i guess, we just need to overcome this life crisis. HAHA

Autumn's Concerto is ending soon i think..
i want a good ending. :)

11:48 PM;





Sunday, February 07, 2010


i actually have drafted a post on the vivo shopping with my mom last Sunday (actually our purpose was to change something using the Credit Card)
i will post it when i have finish the post.

and..
i just want to get rid of the wall that have been building up..

back to video..

2:14 AM;





Friday, February 05, 2010










awww, JJ is seriously a very good friend..

no work today, because i am going TP career fair with my friends later.
and i am already thinking of what to have for lunch over there. :P
biz park, mensa, or design school canteen? HAHA. :)

good morning!
enjoy the weekends! :)


10:43 AM;





Wednesday, February 03, 2010


it was save as draft on Monday! but i decide to repost it..

its been a good weekend! :D

Saturday-
despite work in the Morning, after which i went to HarbourFront to wait for my friends (ting,daphne,wc and Sabrina) to arrive before going to Resort World Sentosa.. i slack at McDonald for like don't know how many hours before i really am going to fall asleep. :( but alright, the 5 of us proceed to there, and walk around. Victoria Secret is a must, but its smaller than eh a DFS in the airport, but still i feel like getting the 2 stuff i want from there, but didn't in the end. explore around, and took pictures, after which is to go to Chinatown for DIM SUM for Dinner at Yam Cha, but surprise we manage to squeeze through the crowd of people.
i will collate the pictures yeah..

Sunday- was staying at home, and still staying at home and become a pig because i slept through the afternoon for 2 hours, and waking up still tired.. either way, i still have not figure out how to clear my cupboard with my poly notes and uni notes either, and CNY eve is next week Saturday. gosh, its just like January is just yesterday, but now its already February, and i still have not settled lots of stuff.. :( and worst, lucky doesn't fall on me either. :( but oh well..

oh did i mention NEW WARDROBE arrived. for some of those who knew how previously my whole family of 5 squeeze all the working/going out/home clothes into one wardrobe which is in my parent's room. LOL, this is definitely a good news for me, though its to share it with my sister but i got my own space (like finally) to buy more dresses/clothes/shorts..

折叠式爱情-杨丞琳

一起在海边吹风忽然有流星划过
滚烫的手降落肩头
能强烈感觉胸口的震动

偶尔温柔的热络含有暗示的幽默
你想什黱 我不太懂
只晓得期待越多越难过

你带著可以折叠的爱情
我在等不会变形的真心
被抱在你怀里却要提防你
爱要多聪明才能逃得过哭泣


走走停停的时钟深深浅浅的互动
你没有说一句爱我
却把我摆在爱的氛围中


你带著可以折叠的爱情
我在等不会变形的真心
被抱在你怀里却要提防你
爱要多聪明才能逃得过哭泣

你那种可以折叠的爱情
带给我夹著开心的伤心
有时候挣扎著陷落在泥泞
有时又忘了一切的飞行


这是幸福的等候或心酸的前奏
要放下太多的疑惑 才能专心去快乐

你那种可以折叠的爱情
带给我夹著开心的伤心
有时候挣扎著陷落在泥泞
有时又忘了一切的飞行

面对你可以折叠的爱情
该要用什黱样子的表情
为什黱不能问不能更透明
想要保护自尊的爱藏著孤寂

okay!
good night! :)
i need to sleep soon..

11:02 PM;





Sunday, January 31, 2010


爱不单行 - 罗志祥

找不到人说 心里的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人
很多人都笑我 一个人过生活

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可數的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边 泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单 是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人 为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到 爱情那个枷锁


爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可數的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

9:21 PM;





Saturday, January 30, 2010


sleep deprived.

i am so going to bed right now.
imagine i slept from Pasir Ris to Tiong Bahru this morning, LUCKY, i never overslept in the MRT and reach earlier in the office than what i expect..
imagine i nearly doze off in Mcdonald HarbourFront this afternoon after work while waiting for my friends to arrive.
imagine i was so stoned at RWS despite we took don't know how many pictures.
imagine i was super stoned during dinner at Yam Cha.
imagine i slept all the way from Outram back to Pasir Ris, okay lah, with occasionally opening of the eyes and talk to my friends.

oh no. its going to be February soon.

brain is shutting off..
good night!
:)

10:49 PM;







no Batam trip later.
will be in office in the later morning
on a Saturday..
but work is till 12.30pm..
i hope i can wake up as usual at 6.15am to reach office on time or a lil earlier rather than late..

i am hitting the bed now.. (which is unusal early for me because i would just sleep at 2am or 3am on a Friday and this is really super early for a Friday night), but oh well..
good night!
:)

12:11 AM;





Tuesday, January 26, 2010


the last entry was last Wednesday.
i think either i am too busy watching Autumn's Concerto away or i am just busy trying to just be "online" so to find some entertainment.
oh well.

my muscle is breaking away..
i think is either i am falling sick or because i walk and climb too much already.

past weekend was good.
went out on Saturday to Mr Chan house with the rest and thereafter was dinner.
reach home later than i expected because of the stupid bus i am waiting..
Sunday was absolutely home sweet home.
was suppose to clean my cupboard again but i just fall asleep in that afternoon.

last week also was in quite a dilemma over some stuff, but i have though over about it already. so yeah!
:)

and i am actually quite worried about something now.
i shall read more on it.
*cross* finger that nothing is wrong.
=X

good night..

10:11 PM;





Wednesday, January 20, 2010


Congrats Chloe on becoming Mrs (as in really signing on the cert).
she look so blissful in one of the pic that a friend tweet in twitter this afternoon.
i am so happy for her!

Have a blissful and happy marriage.
:D

9:03 PM;







i wanted to sleep.
but i want to watch Autumn's Concerto and yet my eyes is not giving me a good time either.

RESORT WORLD @ Sentosa will be open later on.
and so meaning VICTORIA SECRET is opening later too.

*eyes* big big = shop there = bankrupt.
but i still think it's cheaper to buy in US or online?
*frowns*

but still i want to visit it physically and hopefully shop. chant million times of *i am a girl afterall* :P
and so can the cupid works and strikes and find me a bf who will be nice and willing to sponsor all my buys (if there is any). HAHAHAHAHA. kidding lah, as if it is that really easy, *double sigh*,and i can just slowly dream on about "it" to really happen to me anyway. >.<. haha
and how i wish i live in Harbour Front or close to Harbour Front, just like Cy!
imagine VS and Universal Studio(which is not open yet) and many many more are just so near your house. heeee. =P

and oh a friend message me with regards about coincident.
this is really a long story.
but to me, coincident really do happens.
just because the world is just so small or should i say Singapore is just so small

back to the show, and then to sleep.
bye & night! :)

12:30 AM;





Tuesday, January 19, 2010


ate dinner with my family at Whitesand after work since it's Daddy's birthday (My Treat)!
waited for the 4 of them till like 8pm plus.

went to the library and borrowed books.
went to popular.
went to Challenger.
went to NTUC.
went to Watson & Guardian.

then they finally reach.
i think i waited for like 1hour plus.

feeling very full and sleepy.
think i shall hit the bed soon.
:)

10:03 PM;







幸运草 - 丁当

艳阳天,花园
汗湿他的脸,纯真是
我17岁挂念那男孩
亮晃晃,时间拉着青春跑
跑过了午睡醒后操场的喧闹

他找到四叶幸运草
他给我万分之一的缘分
多奇妙,爱星星的微笑
在我掌心里轻轻飘


幸运草的夏天有他陪着我迷路
喜欢当时小小幸福就是爱情的全部
那天一阵烈日,一阵大雨,一整个下午
他的汗水渗进土里
为我绽放新的礼物


dalada,dalada,dal
ada,dalada,dalada
wo,wo……

他找到四叶幸运草
他给我万分之一的缘分
多奇妙,爱星星的微笑
在我掌心里轻轻飘


幸运草的夏天有他陪着我迷路
喜欢当时小小幸福就是爱情的全部
那天一阵烈日,一阵大雨,一整个下午
他的汗水渗进土里
为我绽放新的礼物

一转眼成长了,散了,
没结局的传说,他记不记得


幸运草里藏着的事早已经模糊
爱情就在每次泪干之后越来越清楚
直到书签破了,花园拆了,我也不再哭
才懂得有个男孩曾经为我全心付出


i am wondering is it possible to have 5 days of weekends and maybe 2 days of weekdays.
every Friday i think i or rather almost everyone tried to stay up late, watch their videos, play their games or whatsoever..
and then the next 48 hours is Jam Pack with activities for some people.
and then its Monday already. :(
and the vicious cycle just goes round and round and round..

and i have got 20 DRAFTED blogpost.
but i think i will never post them up i suppose so.

alright.

i know i got 2 days off a couple of weeks ago on the 6th & 7th of Jan.

6th was spent in Orchard. went to RELC with HJ to pay her exam fees and there were like so many people there. >.< . then to Far East and met her new Boyfriend, who was suppose to be at work, but happily took MC =X.
and i have never ever met him before. overall a nice guy.
lunch, shop and dinner.
indeed it felt WEIRD, but at least, he didn't disturb us shopping.
either he dislike shopping which HJ somehow told me that day or he keep lamenting that he's much older than us, like hello you are 4 years older than me, 5 years older than HJ, where got lor please, no one is old lahh, and so he wanted to rest more instead.
but to me the above two reasons are not valid at all.. :D
but i am happy for her! :)

7th went to Liang Court and met Liane & Cy after their facial, then to 313 to shop (bought my heels, i want another PAIR) and dinner (Pastamania) at Cine, then Orchard Central (bought a dress), then home sweet home..

and i really got hard time adjusting to 5 days week last week. i was like how come the 5 days is like so long out of a sudden after the 3 consecutive weeks of long weekends..

and recently..
i feel that i have changed a lot.
which i can't find any explanation to it either.

this week is going to be fun.
dinner, shopping, dinner, shopping..
and next week Saturday maybe going Batam (which i thought can be confirm last Sat, but NO).

Lastly, Happy Birthday, Dearest Daddy! :D

Good night! :)

12:10 AM;





Friday, January 15, 2010


i believe this song a lot or almost all TP students will/would know about it.. have been trying to find out what's the song title for years, but fail to knew it until recently then i knew the song title (okay, i know i am super slow). super old song.. HAHA

new age girl

yes, this is the song for the TP mass dance (on top of the usual chicky/chicken dance or what dance and all the cheers and the TP school song we did/learnt during all the camps)
and the mass dance i think is already part or more of a tradition in TP itself..

and yes, i slept very early on Wednesday night..
was so tired that i slept at 10pm.
but i slept for 8 hours already, i am still feeling tired the next morning.
no difference from me sleeping for like 5 hours or 3 hours nowadays.
why i don't feel tired when i am studying with just mere hours of sleep but only when i am working?
or am i just getting older?
:(

think i shall sleep soon.

and i have enough of sending resumes, and end up getting no reply either.
not so a good sign..
:(

and yes, its Friday! :)
because i love the weekends!

good night!
:)

12:20 AM;





Tuesday, January 12, 2010


我以为 - 品冠

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他,有那么好.
你说会懂我的失落,
不是靠宽容,就能够解脱.


我以为我出现的时候刚好,
你和他,就说要分开.
我以为你,已对他不再期待,
不纵容他再给你伤害


我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,
全心陪在你左右,弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.

我以为终究你会慢慢明白,
他的心已不在你身上,
我的关心,你依然无动于衷,
我的以为只是我以为.


我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,
专心陪在你左右,弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.


他让你红了眼眶,你却还笑着原谅,
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁.
我以为我够坚强,却一天天的失望,
少给我一点希望,希望就不是奢望
.

我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,
专心陪在你左右,弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.

他让你红了眼眶,你却还笑着原谅,
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁.
我以为我够坚强,却输的那么绝望,
少给我一点希望,希望就不是奢望.

msn nick i see, Autumn’s Concerto i heard.
and its a nice song!

to the 2 heartbrokens: don't worry, i believe there'll be a girl and a guy who will truly appreciate you, yourself. all everyone need is some time.

i am very very hungry now..
shall search for some food..
:)

good night!

11:03 PM;




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